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i will take armandos advice and start working classic to train myself again. i havent drawn without reference very much lately, i have to get used to it again. classic pencil work. or at least traditional tools, maybe charcoal or pastels. im curious what the future will bring. i dont think that i will quit digital drawing btw.

cursy

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yeah i am not the best artist, i know that. but what i know is that i am pretty good in giving a new perspective and help. this is something i had to learn for my job and people always appreciated my opinion during the lessons. so if anybody would like some advice just leave me a message and i will see what i can do

(and yeah, i really had to do another journal, the previous vagina feature just disturbed me somehow on my profile.)

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just like [link]
same text, different pics. again... the TITLES dammit...



and my fave:





And again

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hm, not sure how to start this since i am also not very sure about what to do. i asked some artists i really appreciate about what to do because of my gallery. i have a lack of feedback and since this site (or the internet in general) is the only place where i meet people who do arts. from all my friends offline there isnt a single one that i know who also draws or at least has some artistic tendency, so the only place where i can discuss my hobby is right now this here. the penis-selfshot-site No 1 [link] (damn i kinda get annoyed, why does my greasemonkey strike. where did the nice panels go...) i also registered at other places, but response costs money there or people simply are too stupid to say something with weight. i dont say i hate deviantart, that would be crap. i just think some stuff might be better if... well but this would be too long to tell. i just can say that i didnt sit on my butt leaving it like it is. at least i tried to change something when i called the people together for =dAgnostic.

well well, what is the hairy malaka doing next you might ask. he thinks about putting his entire gallery on a not-so-obvious place or even delete most of it. i need to start from scratch again. my gallery needs improvement. totally. just like my drawing skills do, especially everything that has to do with colour. i spammed a few of you already with this info: i never used colours. this has to change. my teachers were right, one day i will change my mind. guess the day has come now.

i also dont like that most of my stuff looks just like the reference. the problem might be that what i started to do to learn using the graphic tablet, has become what i do all the time now. i use too much reference. it goes so far that my stuff is confused with photos. ive been told this very often, and i think i have to start there. my most faved pic is the one of dr. house. and this is one i did with looking on a pic once. not drawing every fucking line over and over again until it looks perfect. i used to draw so different when i used pencils and inks. it was messy, and quick, and fun! now i lose myself in details like a fool. thats so not me.

i still have a lot of portraits to make, i promised it to the models, and i will definately do that. i will just also post other stuff and work on my techniques. so there might still be some model-portraits from the girls of m-mayhem in the future, but hopefully they will look different.



just please, leave me some thoughts if they come into your mind. dont be too lazy. i really crave for your feedback. you can keep your faves or features or whatever. just tell me what you think from time to time. especially what you think i could do better. or simply what you dislike. thats what i am here for.



thats a lot to read, sorry for that. i had to make one of those journals too, one of those i just read every tenth word and thanks to *patrickbrown, *ebas, *ValentinaKallias, *DiRi, *Meluxine, =armene, =Ms-T, *armando-huerta, *scruffyronin, =HilaryKeller, `Elandria, *blackflute and =EoX-Lust. you helped me a lot, all of you.

cursy

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i am not much into twilight, but *aryundomiel´s work is really great. she just received a DD and she definately deserves more of them. check out her gallery and leave her some hugs

and yeah, i know i do a lot of features in the past days, but hell, ... this is why you are registered here